Too Much Too Fast [GST​-​22]

by Pastel Dream

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1.
02:29
Tuesday morning Soft cry warning Telling me to stay inside The secret runaways inside my mind Fears of cold air Blue eyed ice stare Telling me it’s all fine Let’s runaway from your mind tonight Breathing moonlight Cycled tired tries Escaping to another world Another world
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Time is in reverse Minutes fade into my age Soft skin against mine A paradox of my desires A real world escape My thoughts can fade away My shadow sinks under my sheets The earth stays round today Magnetism pulls me in A comfort swells inside my chest Venus rushes through my eyes Can we just run away tonight Feel my heart and shock my spine A calling deeper than myself I want this more thanI can breathe Just feel with me A real world escape My thoughts can fade away My shadow sinks under my sheets The earth stays round today
3.
05:17
I saw my body fall right off your balcony back when my flesh was warm and I was losing sleep Right when you pushed me off My hand it brushed the rail your net to catch me on was filled with thorns and severed leaves A bumbling nervous twitch a stumble to the floor now it’s a miracle that I can walk at all And you I thought you’d carry me till my heart gave out but you just pulled me to my knees A body broken down my vision blurred to all the helpful boats and sails glued to your waterfall A common injury the blood soaked to my back sometimes I wish that I could find that thing I lack And you I thought you’d carry me till my heart gave out but you just pulled me to my knees And you I guess you never knew what I cared about So you Just pulled me to my knees If you could take it all back, well then would you? If I could take it all back, well I wouldn’t. And you I thought you’d carry me till my heart gave out but you just pulled me to my knees And you I guess you never knew what I cared about So you Just pulled me to my knees
4.
03:07
Cool mellow house that I just wanted to sleep in Soft flower blouse so I decided to keep it Quiet alone time that I just wanted to bathe in Just so I can dream for Some way I can be sure If you tell me that’s alright I’ll buy your lie The sun’s not out so I decided to sleep in but that’s alright I figured it’s for the best So I can’t see when that decided to creep in But possibly I know where my eyes should follow If you tell me that’s alright I’ll buy your lie
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03:24
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Dear Stephanie I’ve got a lot to say a big story to tell I hope you listen well First you smiled and guided me to a quiet place where we ran along the rocks and cried beneath the clouds We were alone a trail we left behind it rained upon our jackets but we sprint for cover under huts Yesterday You held my hand and led me out the door But today I know to call you back for something more Now I know The time we lost our home and our rooms were all but storage bins we kept for lover’s sake Writing down the livelihood we held a game of distraction to spark a warm reaction Yesterday You held my hand and led me out the door But today I know to call you back for something more
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04:17
Let’s run into the air tonight feet tumbling hard Forget another sleepless night mind falling apart Just stare into the street lights glittering and cars riding past Forget about abysmal times alone in your head My pills are breaking My heart is racing Now it’s up to the scavenger’s stream whatever piques my interest Just fell back, not sure what it means maybe I’m just defeatist A graceful shadow in the night, eyes grasping for more A billion blades flow consciously tonight urging encores The numbness makes a softer blanket still invincible ride The memories locked inside their skull buried record times My pills are breaking My heart is racing Now it’s up to the scavenger’s stream whatever piques my interest Just fell back, not sure what it means maybe I’m just defeatist And I’m freezing in this winter but I’ll head south before the dawn I’ll just incur the interest looking for strength to carry on I gave a call out, won’t you come? I screamed I fell down, won’t you come? I tore my eyes out, won’t you come? If my legs give out, won’t you come? I ripped my heart out, won’t you come? My vision’s blacked out, won’t you come? My pills are breaking My heart is racing Now it’s up to the scavenger’s stream whatever piques my interest Just fell back, not sure what it means maybe I’m just defeatist And I’m freezing in this winter but I’ll head south before the dawn I’ll just incur the interest looking for strength to carry on
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9.
Lexi you’re a good girl You always treat me right Never thought me annoying or called me uptight And Lexi I adore you You’re always on my side, and that time you went and left me, I nearly went and died that night I couldn’t help it, my mind a foreign trap It was restless, angry, fearful and no way to adapt So now I’ve come to question the chemistry of life if you can call the undead living, but I’ll be home tonight God I can't get out of bed I'll do nothing instead Smoke some more to clear my head I could call this living dead But come to think of angels I’d seen some overnight they handed me a bass guitar and told me things would be alright Nothing much to do but think just maybe they’ll be right but I’m not too much for thinking now it’s do or fucking die God I can't get out of bed I'll do nothing instead Smoke some more to clear my head I could call this living dead But baby know I love you I want to stick around 'Cause polaroids and memory voids Just aren’t the same somehow I can’t make any promises, just choices here and now But I’ll make the choice to stay here, just go ahead and lay here God I can't get out of bed I'll do nothing instead Smoke some more to clear my head I could call this living dead

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Originally released July 5, 2018 here:
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released July 5, 2018

Caitlyn Whitfield - vox, guitar
Carlos Pineda - guitar
Sara Forestieri - synth
Brandon Findling - Bass, except for Mellow, played by J.E. Paguyo
Greta Soos - Drums

Songs by Caitlyn Whitfield
Recorded by Pat Hills at Earthtone Studios
Mixed by Caitlyn Whitfield
Mastered by Pat Hills at Earthtone Studios

Album photo by Shane Nathan

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